compassion ,valor, appreciation , forgiveness, understanding , humility ,

this is what we can do to combat the ruling elite and to remove the veil of the HMS

lived these virtues each day , in each quantum moment

http://www.eventtemples.com/downloads/pdf/Living_from_the_Heart_(e).pdf

http://pimpinturtle.com/files/59582-52289/jeff_and_clif_01_06_(PIMPINTURTLE_COM).MP3

I think I understand why , maybe it’s the polarity, the more she senses my greater understanding, the more she tries to cling to the  limited prison walls of the “HMS”  , it’s not surprising, its where we have been dwelling for eons  

It’s not something easily discarded, when taken away, it can leave a feeling of emptiness in the short term, it is a process measured in lifetimes,

So now the practical application of this understanding can be initiated, there only 2 things we can do to change the world , but since we are all one,  it is really only one thing

And that is find the truth for ourselves ,and find compassion for others to help them find it as well

this I will do

What happened last night was a fitting ending to the most incredible week I have had in my life

As I was sharing with Dave my “post experience” feelings, we moved from one thought to another trying to express what we felt , we came to a point of no thoughts

And Then Dave was back again with direction, to more data, more information, I spent the next 3 hours uploading this information into my consciousness, it is now 4:am

All I can say is again thank you Dave, again you have pointed me in “my” direction

and while the questions that I had asked in my “experience” were not immediately answered or “remembered” on my return

they were answered a day later via this new information  you pointed me towards

and so I was “ absolutely “ shown something only Dave would know

and  my questions , answered in crystal clarity , answered in a very satisfying way , a way that resounded in resonation with my soul, and promised ever greater understanding , “without the need “ of a guide , or a philosophy , or a religion, or a belief system , or a teacher , or a master , or a guru , or a seminar , or a book , or a website , or a …………….

The feelings I have been having , are of, the removal of separation, the removal of mind, all my feelings  of, “ I don’t know “ as the best point to start from,  were validated with this new information

All my heightened feelings of, compassion, and unconditional love, fall into place!

So I can substitute , “ I don’t Know “ and eliminating , belief systems, and dogmas , and opinions, and connotations ,  and illusion with a “ new”  acronym ,   and that is  “HMS”  or “human mind system “

I can substitute “soul “with The “Sovereign Integral “ , and I can substitute “ “consciousness”  with the term “ First Source “

And “detachment “ with  “Zero Point”

While these terms are still just words ,  they are more generic and thus free  me even further from connation, stagnant beliefs and ideas, the prison walls of the Sovereign Integral.

I now have a upgraded language, although what I have been feeling is this all along! Thank u Dave for “ Being the way shower “. You have helped a brother along the path and ultimately yourself, for we are all one, this is how it’s done.

This  information for me , only “ reinforced “ in the most positive way imaginable everything I have felt intuitively my entire life , reinforced everything I have learned , while much of it I realize now ,  was still under the umbrella of the “HMS” , it was all part of the process , and I now ,  joyfully, fearlessly , and eagerly,  toss decades of information, training, education ,brainwashing  into the scrapheap , so that I may start anew ,  a new “ Zero Point “ . a point of no religion, no belief systems , no connation ,no opinions , no dogmas, no philosophies, no ego, and more “ I don’t’ know “   and fill it with ,more compassion , more unconditional love , more understanding , more patience , for my fellow humans, and just as importantly for myself , for we are all one, and our collective growth depends on each of us doing our part for the whole. We are truly a collective, we are “ First Source” .

Go to the link below to see this information,{ the interview with “ James “ )  before your do though , try and open your mind , and allow anything to be possible, start with question #2 in the interview to get moving quickly .

This may not resonate with you , but you have “ nothing to lose”

http://projectcamelot.org/james_wingmakers_sovereign_integral.html

The smartest thing we can say is ,I don’t’ know
From “ I don’t know “ all things are possible

From “ I know “ all is over

A child is always saying “ I don’t know “ and they look a the world with amazement , wonder and awe

And adult are always saying says “I know “ and they are miserable ,jaded discouraged …, always in pursuit of happiness , while they should be just living in joy , like the child

Who knows , it’s just all so damn fascinating to me , there is absolutely nothing to worry about , that is the feeling I am getting now , and have had all my life , but even more so now

Possibly as a response to the worlds increased turmoil and uncertainty, my higher self is answering my like feelings , and responding with these resounding affirmations , and growth
Needed to get me though , some would call that evolution , so you see without these so called negative events , where would the growth be

So bring it on , global warming, pollution, bring it on , financial crisis ,the end of the old system , bring it on ,human suffering and injustice , bring it on , the worse it gets , the more focused
We will be in fixing it , the more vibrational escrow that will be created ,billions of us hoping , praying , begging for something different , sounds like the perfect recipe for change

Or maybe not ,I don’t know , maybe constant pain and suffering , and the indifference to the planet or life forms of any kind , in a constant locked , never ending , never changing ,
Reality is the purpose ,

but … if consciousness is ever expanding , than there has to be growth , change , yeah that’s what I ‘m talking bout

I don’t know

I do believe We create all of this though , ultimately form a much expanded perspective , its just for our amusement , growth , all of it, the good , the bad , the ugly ,the scary , it’s what we do , we are creators, consciousness is the only substance of the universe !

Maybe there are things that have happened in the past from a localized earth , spacetime , zonal reality , that we are experiencing , in this version of planet earth , that are real experiences
It’s all exciting though

Yes send me that video if you find it , I would love to ad to the blog

For me the experience was a confirmation that our sense of self hood from this perspective is lacking
I believe we are truly multi dimensional creatures , but we also are composed of multiple identities ,other probable self’s if you will ,counter parts, that make up the entire “soul” , the only word I can think of ,

It makes sense that if reality is in constant expansion , and is made up of infinite probabilities , possibilities ,in infinite combinations , then self would have to be follow suit , no one identity could explore that realm with any success, I know it bruises most people’s ego to hear that , oh well , get over it ;-), ego is just a tool consciousness uses, for survival in this matrix, yeah , that’s it

I really feel like I got a consciousness upgrade though , now whether that is being caused by global , earth, galactic , changes , , or collective changes in mans evolution spiritually , or both

“ I don’t know “

I love “ I Don’t know “ it frees you from
Limiting belief systems, dogmas, opinions , the constant filtering and connotations we put on everything

Oh joy , I don’t know ! such joy in I don’t know

Maybe the reason we are not constantly in that state of consciousness is , for one thing no one would want to be here , and it would sort of defeat the purpose of coming here to manifest, learn , grow , experience , so by necessity of this experiment , experience , we purposely created a vessel that can only focus in one time space zonal reality , and only in a limited state of consciousness

Makes sense to me , I don’t know

But for sure directly after the experience , there was a definite longing to go back , maybe evolution will allow us to experience that state more often , because we are maturing , because we know the importance of this experience as well , and then , now , we can begin to merge both together , maybe that’s what’s in store for us , it would certainly improve conditions in the physical for mother earth
And her children

I don’t know

Love u so much !!!! so blessed you’re in my life

I thought my most profound experience was earlier this week , with my persona Niburu and his battles with rivals, and final escape to the moon , but early Friday morning around 8:am I was to be blown away buy the most profound experience of my life , I know , this looks like its going to be a reoccurring event .

I have many inner experiences each night as a norm, but this was so breath taking, the effect it has had on me is this ….

The experience felt like I woke up to the most conscious state I have experienced to date, I had total conscious control over the experience and was able to go back and forth between this so called “waking reality we call life “and this newly discovered state of being

When I brought myself back to the normal identity I am use to , it was like I had to make myself fall asleep again , and conversely when I went back to this upgraded state , it was literally like waking up , it’s about the only way I can explain it

I don’t know where I was or what’s going on right now, but the effect, it is having is very positive, I feel rejuvenated, amazed, love, compassion, hope, peace.

The first 30 – minutes to an hour after the experience I felt a bit detached as if coming down of a high, but in a good way.

It  started out in a very lucid dreamscape , where I watching amazing things happen , I met a younger man there and told him , “ you know this not real don’t you “ and he said “ yeah I know “

I then started to wake up , and when I did I was full y conscious and awake , only I was in another reality or dimension , not this one , I was in a room that looked normal , with all the trappings of a bedroom and there was a woman there , and I told her , “I’m not actually awake am I “ and she said “ not like you think “

And immediately I was in another room like a nicely furnished living room, very large though with multiple rooms attached, it was quite beautiful

I realized I was totally conscious, I felt more awake and conscious that I have in my entire life , it was astounding , I looked around and realized I could project images on the walls of the room , images that would take up the whole wall , and some smaller , I open up several screens , like having multiple computer monitors except much larger , and by pointing my hands to each one I would ask questions, and in full vibrant living color images would start coming in , on all of them simultaneously.

The exact details of the information and the types of questions asked have left me for now, there was so much to try and bring back with into this limited state of awareness we call “waking Consciousness”  

While this was going on I was able to move to different areas of this large multi room , I moved to a music room and picked up a very unusual guitar like instrument ,black ,with some sort of glowing synthetic strings , all I had to do was touch the strings on the neck and the note would resonate with incredible clarity , I immediately started to sing with a familiar yet not familiar voice it was very exciting .

In this room was a wall with a full length reflective surface, I immediately moved toward it , excited to see what I would look lie in this state of consciousness , I seemed to know I would have human form still and I really expected to see the face I have know my whole life , but what I saw gave me a rush so strong it affected my physical body , and created a dualistic feeling that spanned between both realties

My face was not my face , but a multi  face , a face that changed as you looked at it , into many different identities, young , old, dark eyes , blue eyes , it was like a constantly evolving face , it blew my mind to say the least, an image I still see now , many hours later so clearly ,not frightening at all but completely exciting .

I then moved back to the main room again , realized by simply thinking about it ,I could manifest anything I wanted , so my first request manifested into a lovely woman , and I instinctively wanted to be with her and when I moved closer it was absolutely amazing and she was a conscious entity …

I was amazed how long the experience was lasting at this point and that I had control over it, at one point it started to slip away and I was able to re focus , again the sensation was like having to put my self asleep so that I could merge back into this so called “ waking reality we call life”

But I did allow myself to come back, I wanted to test myself , to see how well I could manipulate it , so when I was able to actually open my eyes a bit and verify that I was back in my bedroom , I could here someone in the bathroom ,

I then closed my eyes again, and within a few moments I was able to transport back , when I first open my eye in this new modified state of consciousness  I was looking very closely at things , and everything seemed to be alive with movement and beauty , and with a silent movement I was in full expanded consciousness again , back in the same room , environment , I was so excited and happy about all of this I can’t put into the words that state of joy wonderment , to taste this increased dimensional state .

At this point I opened up a large image screen with the swoop of my hand , I thought , I am getting the hang of this , time to get serious , I had questions , so many questions ,

My first instinct though was to get some sort of souvenir, if you will , something to share with my friend Dave , the one who recently came into my life ,so I could share with him on some tangible level

So I told the screen to show me something, that only Dave would know what it meant, something totally personal to him, at this point hours later so much has slipped away , hopefully I can get better at this , but there s information given , I just can ‘define , or name anything right now , just images that can’t be described by words , but it was important to me

From there I spun around and opened another large image screen on the adjacent wall, and asked a one of my most important questions, what was on the horizon, what was going to happen, was there any catastrophes or earth changes, what is going on with the human race , I ‘m not exactly how the question or question was posed ,but something along those lines

 Immediately the screen opened up and starting panning to  a shot of a lush jungle landscape ,and then moving faster , as if flying , between mountains , lush vegetation as we descended into the valley , and the whole time during this  a soft feminine voice was narrating as if in a news broad cast , I have lost most of the detail ,now , but it went something like this

Recently , discovered , in a remote jungle forest / valley , under the ground …a six pointed pentagram …

That’s all I have for that , I have no idea what that means , but from there I sat down on the floor and next to a couch , in this lovely very homey room, with dappled  indirect lighting , and an entity appeared be for me , a man , very gentle loving , humorous vibes

I said hello to him , and I had this feeling of warmth , humility , excitement , I reached out and shook his hand , and I asked him what is your name , and he said “Steve” , I asked him , “are you my brother “ and as I asked him I looked directly into his voice , and it was the same as when I looked into my face, it was a slowly changing face

The different faces were male, attractive and warm smiling, and his hand shake the same, I don’t recall an answer to my question

I mentioned some of the fun I was having there and he asked did I want to try one of his favorites, I looked to the right of him and further back in the corner, a form started to manifest at first a bit blurred then clearer and then I could see that it was woman dark haired in a very sexy attire, very lovely.

I moved toward her and we embraced and I could feel the intensity, so much that it spanned both realities, my instinct was to continue to its natural conclusion , but I was not able to , and in fact , trying to do so , made it  somewhat uncomfortable , to my physical body.

I looked at her and she was very loving, she was amused and said something like “ we did not understand what sex really was “ , I have no insight as to that statement

I was so exhilarated by all this, both of them ,   as we sat there in this place , I told them it was so amazing , I started thinking about what we call “waking reality “ that it seemed so dreamlike from this perspective , so un important , so limited to asleep , and she said, no , it’s just that is just a very small aspect of who we are ,

At that point I was just blissful , and simultaneously , I could sense  dryness in my throat, and I knew I had to get up , and I quietly let go and simply opened my eye , as if I had just closed them for a moment to and taken  breath

I sat up in my bed with my mouth hanging open in absolutely, amazement, joy , of the blessing of this experience , I basked in the energy and feeling until I had to get up and tell my wife everything , to share

   I found her in the living room , I asked her if I was really here , she said yes and that I was scaring her , I had this incredible feeling that I was dreaming , words will be useless here , but it felt like was now in the dream , I was now back into a very limited awareness ,

It took me about an hour to lose the feeling, but the impression still remains,

The only way to explain the feeling is that this is the dream from that perspective, that I got a taste of my higher self , consciousness

All I can say Is,  I am so ready for more ……..